SATANVDKA

You were blood on snow; my December breath.


 intro  This carrd will mention themes such as: religion, self-harm, mental health/illness, gore and problematic themes.
Proceed with caution.


 rule i.  i might joke about my personal problems such as self-harm, eating disorders, suicide and depression. i enjoy making them, so I don't recommend interacting with me if you won't feel comfortable with it. rule ii.  I also talk about themes like cannibalism, wars, politics, religion, mental disorders, crimes and gore. rule iii.  i'm satanist and I won't interact with anyone who disrespects it (disagreeing is fine). i also disagree with Catholicism, Evangelism and Christianity rule iv.  i have mood swings from time to time, i'm low-profile, might forget to reply, i curse a lot. rule v.  i'm a only-army, i also don't recommend interacting if you hate any of my favorites (i talk about them a lot).

 rule vi.  don't interact: Basic DNI criteria, LGBTQIA+ phobia, comshipp, proshipp, hates any of my friends. rule vii.  i don't mind flirting nor petnames, i enjoy talking to new people, but i might reject going on calls, a lot. rule viii.  im gothic and i openly follow it's ideologies (liberal, more open to left-wing), existentialist. rule ix.  i really don't mind opinions who crash with mine, and i'm always open for discussions. rule x.  don't interact if you're under the age of 12 - i don't know how to interact with way younger people, and i don't think it would be appropriate. i don't mind people older than 18.

divinity will stain your fingers and mouth like a pomegranate. it will swallow you whole and spit you out.

murillo   
namemurilloagesixteen
pronounshe/himsexualitygay
originbrazilmbtienfj-t
occupationstudentlangpt-br/eng

 about  i mainly speak portuguese and english, but i also can communicate in spanish and finnish. i'm gay, trans, ambiamorous and grey-aroace.

 biography  i was born and live in brazil. i currently studying at school and pursuing some hobbies. i am pretty friendly and i enjoy making new acquaintaces — though i find myself busy with studies and personal matters sometimes. i'm always open to talking and sharing interests/contacts. i enjoy hobbies like dancing, singing, figure skating, reading, writing, drawing, design, math, history, archeology, basketball and botany. like mentioned before — i'm also gothic, specifically from the victorian subculture, which comes with me enjoying gothic literature and art a lot.
I despise clowns, centipedes, cockroaches, banana's flavour, hot weather and nagito komaeda.
my main fandoms are alien stage, project: eden's garden, ib, danganronpa, omori, mouthwashing, steven universe, death note, smile precure, genshin impact, saiki kusuo, banana fish, given, little witch academia, sakura cardcaptor, fullmetal alchemist, heartstopper, disventure camp, total drama, epic: the musical, wicked, cabaret, hamilton, ride the cyclone, heathers, dear evan hansen, shtdn, dead plate and lost in the clouds.

  • artists

  • the cure

  • bts

  • systers of mercy

  • ghost

  • laufey

  • evanescence

  • paramore

  • get scared

  • bauhaus

  • kins

  • cirrus (litc)

  • mahiru koizumi (dangan sdr2)

  • tsumugi shirogane (dangan v3)

  • kotoko utsugi (udg)

  • kel (omori)

  • yoimiya (genshin)

  • mizi (alnst)

  • mafuyu sato (given)

  • damon maitsu (P: eg)

  • books

  • crime and punishment

  • dracula

  • the kite runner

  • carmilla

  • frankestein

  • the odyssey

  • the iliad

  • frankestein

  • a hora da estrela

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 hold me 
she sulked in the blissfull memories, a sort of ephemera in the transient and oh so happy past, a piece of what it was and what she hoped could've been forever.

 while i'm 
Gone, she seemed to carry away a part of her soul with her. Almost an illusory figure, she began to convince herself that her beauty was indeed an illusion—stunning yet ultimately unattainable, a fleeting presence in her life.

 dreaming. 
Each memory felt like a whisper of something profound, a moment that flickered brightly before vanishing into the ether.